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Name: Kaitlyn
Location: San Diego, California, United States
Birthday: 4/5/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: music, friends, writing, gaming, swimming, fishing, camping
Expertise: being sarcastic, getting people to smile, and making people unmad at me
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment


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AIM: Kaitywaterocean


Member Since: 5/26/2004

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

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Life isn't so bad.




Friday, May 11, 2007

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

Satanism

96%

atheism

88%

Buddhism

79%

Paganism

79%

agnosticism

79%

Judaism

50%

Islam

50%

Christianity

50%

Hinduism

38%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism:  You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.

“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”
“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”
--Jean-Paul Sartre

“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”
--Blaise Pascal

More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...

Existentialism

100%

Utilitarianism

80%

Hedonism

65%

Kantianism

50%

Strong Egoism

50%

Nihilism

40%

Justice (Fairness)

30%

Apathy

0%

Divine Command

0%

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

The eagles are perfect right now. Good for thinking about things and life and where I want to go with it. As long as I don't lose my hearing (and I refuse), music will be the only constant. The few I love I might lose, and everyone else will come and go as they please. As much as I really hope no one is lost from me, it's just unlikely that everyone will remain around for my whole life. But music will (as long as this damn administration doesn't turn into some controlling government that won't let music survive lol) and I intend to make the most of it. I'm tired of this raw love for everyone and everything. I can't/won't be able to handle the expectations, the constant reliability, and the hurt. I'll stick to one or two close friends to love, maybe a significant other, my family, and music. Everyone else will just be there, around. I've already lost so much just caring about people. I can't cope with everyone else's pain anymore. I need to be loved too, so I don't have to hold up both ends by myself. I'm not gonna sit around being the one who makes everyone else feel better about themselves and their situations without a little emotional compensation. I'm just tired of it.

But I'll love in a general way. The way I love humankind as a whole and the way I feel disappointed when it doesn't live up to its expectations. The way I love the world for it's beauty and the way I feel regret at it's slow disintegration. <3 My mind hasn't lost that much to the world

Have to get ready to leave. I'm out.


Friday, April 06, 2007

on april 5th

"Congratulations! You've been a woman for a year and you're still not pregnant! Happy Birthday." - Horvitz


Sunday, February 25, 2007

as we go on...we remember...da dadada dadada dadaduhduhduhdada da dadada

we're not gonna take it
no woman, no cry

I V vi iii IV I IV V

da dadada dadada duhdhdadadadada

I've got the half feeling of complete content/happiness/bliss against a minor, but still very evident feeling of insecurity. I hate those kinds of feelings (the latter). They're very inconvenient. I'm too busy and happy and confident to deal with things like that. Geez.





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